Here Goes Nothing (And Everything): Why I’m Restarting My Podcast

Sometimes the universe has a funny way of nudging you back to something you thought you’d left behind.

A few weeks ago, I was digging through some old files and found a single surviving episode from a podcast I started back in 2013 or 2014.

I had completely forgotten it existed.

Back then, I had a ton of enthusiasm — but it didn’t last. Eventually, I deleted everything for one of the most ridiculous reasons:

I didn’t want anyone I knew to find it.

Looking back, it wasn’t the smartest move. I’d poured hours of work into it (and even money we really didn’t have at the time). But fear won out, and I let it all go.

Now, I’m in a different place. I care a lot less about what other people might think, and I care more about doing things that matter to me. Restarting this podcast feels like the right step — not just for myself, but maybe for anyone else who’s learning to accept who they are, too.

Episode 0: Where It All Begins (Again)

So here we are. I’m kicking things off with that rediscovered episode as Episode 0. It feels right — beginning again exactly where I left off, only this time as a different person. Honestly, listening to it now feels like hearing from a stranger, but in the best possible way.

That’s it for now. If you made it this far, thanks for reading — and go check it out wherever you listen to podcasts.

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